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parsleepotato · 4 months ago
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Cringetober art from 2023
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Day 4 (Angel X Demon)
some lovely CBS x CPS
Slightly suggestive Sniper x Spy x Scout's Mom art below ⬇️
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Day 9 (Crossover Ship/ Rarepair)
I love Sniper x Spy x Scout's Mom so much, so I've decided to dub this throuple/OT3 ship as Confidential Amour! ✨
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This is it for the cringetober stuff I made (I didn't get that far 🥲) Reblogs and feedback is greatly appreciated! Please don't steal my work, or repost it without my permission. I hope you all have a wonderful day!
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lavandulastorms · 2 months ago
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some loose charthur sketches from a few weeks ago 😵‍💫
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brobeccks · 1 year ago
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here i go running my mouth again ☀️✨
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starry-sophrosyne · 3 months ago
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Started stressing out abt this idea when I read through crashing's and eldette's reblog of my reblog of pen's post (GO READ IT IF YOU HAVEN'T BTW /srs HERES THE LINK.) so I'm gonna make this post for my own sake; and yes, even though it was so long ago, it's never left my mind.
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I'm also gonna put this under a cut, despite my original plan not to, bc I've seen everyone sharing the same ideas about this whole "we might get found out" notion. However, this still is a conception abt/for myself that I sincerely want people to see and understand/to talk abt, even it's not directly related to the "rpf community exposure" itself, so yeah. While this post is definitely unnecessarily long, esp considering how long it's been since the incident that prompted me to write this, I still think it's worth posting; Especially considering the fact that I don't think the "rpf-community-exposure-situation" will get better from here. Either way, thank you guys for understanding and reading. /srs /gen
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I've been pretty scared to reveal my really negative side within this community just bc of how I try to come off as/get perceived - i.e. the reason I use emoticons - so I haven't ever really fully crashed out in a post like I did previously. Even seeing Eldette's and Crashing's reblogs, they definitely put it a lot nicer than I did, which is fair and also credit to how probably they are irl; It's just that I think I'm very different regarding which parts of myself I expose to others, and you guys in particular, especially regarding my anger. I'm not going to edit that post because I think it's the blunt truth in the most unapologetic way possible, which is truthfully the way I am, but I hope that you guys understand that my negativity in those kinds of posts is not the same personality i have when I go about posting my regular things about the guys n stuff :_)
For that matter, I hope y'all don't see me differently or have a warped/changed view on personality/character. What I mean by this is that I'm hoping you all still like me despite seeing the bad parts of me. However, it's also something that's unavoidable, for people to not like you once they get to know the more uglier sides of you; So I guess what I want you guys to do more than genuinely like me is, that regardless of what y'all think now, you guys are all honest with me and yourself. If you don't wanna see "those" posts of mine bc they're a little extreme for you, but you wanna continue interacting with my other posts, that's fine, please do! I don't plan to post those seriously negative posts frequently at all. However, if you really find yourself really uncomfortable by those posts, esp knowing that I might slip up into that sort of personality in the future, please feel free to block me. I've blocked some pc crit blogs that I really wanted to see certain posts of theirs, but I couldn't stand seeing other posts they made, so I made a decision that was better for the both of us in the end, because I knew it wouldn't be worth it to continue interacting with them if that was how I truly felt. Either way, I won't take it personally if you do the same at all, because the truth is, if you don't like me, you just don't. Nothing I'm gonna do to try and change that, because more often than not, it's something that can't be helped. So uhh.. yeah- :,)
TLDR: If me crashing out in posts like this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to stop interacting; I won't be like that often but I do plan to let my true personality show a little more, hope you all still accept me despite what may be a very unnecessary fear of mine :)
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This is a side tangent that was written after the initial post was drafted, it's more relevant to clearing up my identity and the differences between me, my personas and my self-inserts in aus. It's too complicated to be TL:DR'ed, however, so read at your own will; it's not as important for ppl to fully understand either as the previous point, but extremely important to me and my definitions. /gen /srs.
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I've decided to label this alternate emotional state of mine (serious & comes out when talking about stuff regarding the pc rpf community, mainly as a whole/regarding the incidents that have and will continue to happen) as Rosyne, but not in relation to the april fools joke I did as "Rosyne". The personality of that "Rosyne" while blogging is more or less the personality of "Rosyne" as a character, rather than myself or my persona that's changed in regards to my self insert. I know that's all super confusing so let's just clarify:
Starry and Rosyne, by themselves, are just me; both part of my identity. Rosyne is my personality when I’m addressing serious stuff. Starry is my personality when I’m posting about anything else, aka my neutral state, and is (therefore) the name I go by on this blog. Starry and Rosyne, as self inserts, are representations of myself within fics/aus. They might have jobs/roles that are entirely inaccurate regarding my actual jobs/roles (or personal interests) irl, but they only have these in order to fit the narrative. Starry and Rosyne, as self inserts, are also two entirely different individuals, as it makes more sense than one person with two different identities. Either way though, they are supposed* to be genuine representations of myself, through and through. Starry and Rosyne, as general personas, however, are the designs of my identities; They still represent me, only giving me the ability to alter my appearance in a way I can't irl. However and more importantly, they also connect my self-inserts in aus to my identity, as they are the base design/reference for the self-inserts' appearances (which change depending on the au). I do have my general persona designs for both Rosyne and Starry, along with several self-inserts designs for diff fic aus, I just haven't posted them yet.
*This is where I've found this issue of some sorts. You see, I feel as if I've started to turn Starry and Rosyne into actual characters rather than my self-inserts within my writings about aus/fics. Especially Rosyne, although to a reasonable fault, as it's hard to characterize the part of you that only talks abt the actual pc rpf community issues. Either way, the writer side of me has become so obsessed with making them narratively-fleshed out that they don't really feel like direct representations of myself anymore; They feel more like ocs whose experiences & preferences are heavily influenced by the ones I have irl, and whose names are related to me, but they're unrealistic to what a direct 1-1 self insert/representation of myself would be.
I still plan to write about them, especially in regards to this post, but not only are "the-things-they've-experienced" not accurate to the things I've actually experienced irl, but they are also a bit more dramatized in general just for the sake of narrative/creative writing. Not to say that"the-things-they've-experienced" aren't influenced by my own personal experiences, of course. After all, aren't all of our ocs reflections of ourselves/our irl journeys/stories? Just expect me to continue anxiety tagging "dont-take-this-too-seriously!-(´ ᗣ ` )՞" in all my upcoming posts/drabbles about my TTOS "personas"-
#is this an overreaction? probably.#but i have crippling anxiety and i thought abt this whole thing for WEEKS while not posting it mainly bc everyone moved on#from the initial situation and i was trying to find a good time to post it- idk its better now than never at this point#(i shouldve posted this in regards to a post i talked abt with eldette but that was also weeks ago so whatever man-)#its just social anxiety getting perceived wanting to maintain friends while being true blah blah blah#exsistential fear of ppl genuinely not fucking with me anymore after seeing that side of me is real and i hope that its either unnecessary#or that it does help those who may actually have some semblance of this uncomfortable opinion about me now-#again it's just something that I was brought to think about during that whole situation and then i COULDNT get it out of my mind#so now weve all ended up here-#serious starry posts#pc rpf#rpf#pc rpf community#i also needed to post this regardless bc of what i said abt the definitions#bc of an upcoming post i have about my persona which im finally getting around to showing off-#shes been in work for a while so yeah#im honestly cringing at this brick wall of text that's probably so uneccesary but god if i didnt spend an hour writing it-#im posting it and jst leaving it EXCEPT for the second part which im gonna reference a ton in the future but im not seperating the two#bc they are technically related between my negative personality; rosyne as a depiction; and then my struggle with my self inserts#anyways yeah just gonna leave this here and dip-#starry's sona(s)
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chatdae · 1 year ago
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honestly it doesn't bug me that Jerry Seinfeld is bad at acting because the other main cast of Seinfeld are so good, Jerry's acting becomes a joke in and of itself.
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marshbarks · 8 months ago
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hi!! i know i haven't been here (bsky got me) but!!! its my birthday!! turning 25 today!!!!!!!!!!!
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boypurrz · 2 months ago
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i need to be like chris mccandless and go die in a bus in alaska
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mittenlady · 1 year ago
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chapter 15 of CAYA is finally finished. unfortunately i will not be posting anything until i finish chapter 17 <3
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aastarions · 2 years ago
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to people who are patient with me when i take longer than i intend to respond
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rawfather · 16 days ago
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hunter-djura · 6 months ago
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Hard agree.
Additionally, as someone with ADHD - I'm aware of how time affects relationships. It's no mystery that people change over time and so too must your relationships.
It's not front of mind, but I doubt that most people think of their less contacted friends in such a systematized way either.
Speaking of; Friendship 'mechanics' is quite telling.
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#I'm highly forgetful#and unreliable#but I don't not know these things#and I certainly don't treat my friends like video game NPCs#(to expand upon this: people with ADHD do indeed struggle with attaining and maintaining close relationships.#this is largely due to an inability to regulate our emotions [degrees not absolutes] and what we apply our attention to.#notably this includes a form of 'time blindness'#which is doubtless what the OP is alluding to in their own far too online watered down language#but this does not translate as they imply to lacking such fundamental social skills that their phrasing implies#the difficulty of course is due to an unwillingness to admit fault#adhd often includes acute rejection sensativity#so it is very challenging to outright state details such as 'unreliable' or 'forgetful - including info that is hurtful to admit forgetting#rather we have the language frustratingly applied to autism also#it is not a disability; it is a super power#we simply approach the systems of the world from another angle#ect ect#I understand the desire to not use language that limits or dehumanizes#however we must also be frank and earnest in our language lest we confuse and lead to further misinformation down the line#but also I just wouldn't accept any statements like these from twitter users - especially using language like this. it's too definitive.#a decent indicator of how well informed the source is#is how willing they are to be absolute or definitive when sharing data#they have more to lose if they misrepresent their work or field#)
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falllpoutboy · 1 year ago
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trying to explain to someone in a different generation that aspects of being in your 20s is way different from when they were in their 20s is literally moot
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4theitgirls · 9 months ago
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productivity apps for self improvement
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pinterest
you know i had to include the ultimate form of social media. pinterest is one of the only truly peaceful social media apps out there and focuses on sharing photos to your themed boards. this app is everything if you’re into making vision boards, moodboards, beauty, productivity, and really anything else. there’s something there for everyone!
finch
this is a wonderful self-care app, in which you take care of a bird while taking care of yourself! this is my new favorite app. i use the free version and it is adorable. the app asks you some questions about your goals and how you feel about self care, and gives you some daily goals based on your answers, but you can delete and add goals of your own. the more you log in and track your goals, the more adventures your bird can go on and the more they grow. i recommend this app to absolutely everyone and i will never shut up about it.
gymshark training
this is a free training app including many different types and styles of workouts. you can search for workouts based on duration, equipment used, the targeted muscle, and so on. you can also add workouts and plans of your own and track your progress.
i am sober
this is my favorite app for if you have something you want to quit. this isn’t just for substances or alcohol, but can also be used for quitting sugar, skin picking, caffeine, fast food, and so many other things. you can track your progress, review your days, make pledges, and connect with others who are struggling with the same thing you are. you are also given motivational quotes and reminders when you log into the app. there is an option for a subscription, but i use the free version and have had no problems with it at all.
study bunny: focus timer
an adorable focus timer where you gain coins with every goal/time you accomplish something with your focus timer and you can spend your coins on cute little accessories for your bunny! the only real issue with this app is that the ads are kind of crazy, and it’s $15 a month to go ad-free.
flora - green focus
this app includes a pomodoro timer and plants a tree in a rural community based on how often you stay focused using the timer on the app. the app does not plant a tree unless you opt for their subscription, which is $2 per year and allows you to plant one tree for 120 hours of focused time. you can also plant a tree every 24 hours with the $10 plan.
focus to-do: focus timer&tasks
this app combines a pomodoro timer with a daily to-do list. the app is free to use, but includes additional features for those with a subscription, which is $3 for every three months or $9 for a lifetime membership.
balance: meditation & sleep
a great app that includes nightly reviews, meditations, and sleep sounds. this app has great reviews, but it’s worth noting that it’s not completely free. it includes a trial, after which is $12 per month, or $70 per year.
insight timer - meditate & sleep
just as it sounds, this is another great app for meditations, ambient sounds for sleep, and progress tracking. there are tons of free things included in the app, but if you want to unlock everything, the premium plan is $10 per month or $60 per year.
structured - daily planner
an app with great reviews intended to help organize your daily tasks into achievable goals and track your progress. the app has basic features for free, but also includes a premium subscription if you want to unlock all the features.
routineflow: guided routines
this app caters to those who have difficulties staying focused and maintaining a set routine by guiding your routine for you and managing your progress. the app gives you one routine for free, but if you want another, you would need to pay for the $30 annual subscription.
how we feel
a wonderful free journaling app developed by therapists and scientists for logging your emotions, talking to other users, and tracking your mood patterns.
gentler streak fitness tracker
if you’re tired of the constant work and grind mentality, this may be the app for you. this app takes a gentler approach to fitness by tracking exercise, giving encouragement, and notifying you if you are overworking yourself. the app itself is free, but certain features require a subscription, which is $8 per month or $50 per year.
glo | yoga and meditation app
glo is a highly rated app for yoga, pilates, and meditation. unlike most of the other apps listed, you can’t really access much on glo for free. to access the full courses, they offer two plans: $30 per month or $245 per year.
waterllama
another adorable app that lets you track your water intake with a cute llama! super motivating and is free for basic features. if you want to unlock all features, the subscription is $7 per year.
mindllama
made by the same people as waterllama, this app allows you to practice and track your meditation and breathwork practice with a cute llama! like waterllama, the app is free, but some features require a subscription, which varies depending on whether you want the premium plan, the anxiety relief plan, or the sleep focused plan.
daily bean - simplest journal
another super cute app that helps you track your days and moods. the app itself is free, but a premium plan is also offered, which is $20 per year.
schmoody: mood & habit tracker
this app aims to help you through depression, anxiety, and/or adhd by helping you track your habits, talk to other users, and give you the resources to get you back on track. the free version includes the “essentials” to support mental health and well-being, but they also offer a premium version, which unlocks more resources and personalized options. the subscription is $15 per month, $60 per year, or $100 for a lifetime membership.
meditation timer - zenitizer
this is a meditation timer that focuses on simplicity and organization while tracking your meditation practice. a free version is available with a limited amount of content, but a premium version is also offered, which is $3 per month, $20 per year, or a $50 one-time payment.
mineral - gratitude journal
this is a free journaling app that is secure in the fact that you have to use face id in order to access your journal. this app is definitely more simple, but effective nonetheless.
focus keeper: productive timer
this app is a popular pomodoro-style timer app. i’ve heard that this app works wonders for many people with adhd. the app is free, but includes additional content and features for those with a subscription.
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malusokay · 2 years ago
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becoming a better student ₊˚⊹♡
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Prepare for your classes ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Wake up on time. We don't want to be stressed first thing in the morning, right?
Eat breakfast. So you will be able to better focus in class.
Assigned reading and homework. Make sure you are prepared for your classes!! :)
Review your notes. Going through some of your flashcards before class is really helpful.
Check your bag and charge your devices. Ensure you have everything you need: Books, homework, chargers, pens, water...
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In Class ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Listen and pay attention. You can save yourself a lot of trouble by simply paying attention, trust me.
Take notes. My favourite note-taking method is the Cornell method; I can make a separate post on that!! <3
"Quick notes." If you struggle with note-taking, try taking quick and messy notes. You can clean them up once you get home!!
Engage. If you have any questions or don't understand something, make sure to ask!! Most teachers really appreciate students who speak up. :)
No distractions. Turn off your phone, no chatting, you'll be glad...
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After class ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Finish your assignments as soon as you can. Go home, put on a cosy outfit, have a snack, and get working!! <3
Prepare flash cards. A great way of reviewing your notes, too... :)
Update your Study schedule. Write down any assignment and due dates, reading you must do, upcoming tests, etc...
Clean up your notes. Review them, highlight the important parts, and maybe even make them look cute!! :)
Don't avoid topics/Subjects you dislike. I know it is tempting, but you can't avoid them forever, so you might as well get them done
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Structure and routine ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Goals and Priorities. Keep them realistic and manageable.
Time management. Having a set schedule makes studying less overwhelming; it takes some discipline but is so worth it!! <3
Develop a routine. Figure out what works best for you; I prefer studying in the morning or at night.
No "zero days". Even if you can only do a bit, do it!! NO. ZERO. DAYS.
Remember your goals. Dreams will keep you motivated; remind yourself of what you're working for!! <3
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Self-care and balance ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Don't forget about your hobbies. You need to do things that make you happy, so make time for those things!!
Maintain a balanced diet. I know chocolates and junk are tempting, especially when you are busy studying all day, but you're not doing yourself any favours.
Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. 8 Hours. Non-negotiable.
Exercise regularly. Even if it's just a walk, put on some headphones, listen to music, and give yourself a break. <3
Care for your social life. Reach out to your friends, make plans, and keep in touch; a good work-life balance is critical!!
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Romanticising ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
Study dates. Meet up with your friends at a cosy cafe, discuss your work, and have some fun!! Studying doesn't have to be all serious all the time ;)
Silly Pinterest boards. Visualising your goals will help you find motivation!!
Music to set the mood. I have a bunch of playlists on my Spotify that might help!! <3
Cosy sweater and candles. The cosy Rory Gilmore vibes haha...
Getting a coffee before class. A little treat before things get serious... Simple pleasures, you know? :)
Babes, The hiatus is OVER, and I'm finally back!! I got a lot of asks on studying, burnout, and school in general, so I thought, why not start off with a little student guide?? I Hope October has been kind to you, and school hasn't been too overwhelming (though I know it, unfortunately, has been for many of you), and I'm glad to finally be back!! <33
As always, Please feel free to add your own suggestions and tips in the comments!!
✩‧₊*:・love ya ・:*₊‧✩
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33forthew1n · 2 months ago
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⋆.𐙚˚ bent out of shape ⋆.𐙚˚
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🏎️❣️ charles leclerc x pilatesyoutuber!reader 🏎️❣️
trope: fake dating
SMAU- faceclaim: alexandra st mleux
synopsis: due to recent rumors swirling around about charles's relationship ending due to infidelity, ferrari's pr team is scrambling to fix his image. enter: yn, a popular pilates youtuber in need of more subscribers. whose to say they aren't a match made in (pr) heaven?
WARNINGS: swearing
a/n: hope you enjoy 🥹 interact however you please!
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
everyone in the paddock knew how it went with charles and his relationships. he dates a girl for a few years, gives her a bullshit excuse that ends the relationship, then runs to their best friend. it was a tried and true method, really.
so, why was this time so different? well, his ex-girlfriend alexandra amassing over two million followers meant she had become popular both in the paddock and online. with popularity came fans and with fans came the inevitable hive mind. said hive mind was now commenting on every one of his instagram posts with hate.
now, did charles really care about the hate? no, not really.
on the other hand, ferrari's pr team made it quite clear they did care.
after all, the prancing horse had an image to maintain and it wasn't one of two timing and scandal.
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
"we saved your ass the last two times this happened, charles. what the hell do we do now?", exclaimed mia, charles' pr manager.
"is it even that big a deal? so what, they took pictures of me and her friend kissing? like you said, it's happened before. we can just wait a few weeks and everyone will have forgotten about it by then", replied charles in exasperation, clearly not seeing the big deal the team did.
"you know how popular she has become, charles. she has serious brand pull and we can't lose out on any sponsorship money at all", mia said, rolling her eyes at his idiocy.
now the team were at a stand still. what do they do regarding charles' image and the team's brand pull?
"e-excuse me?", a pr intern interjected, raising her hand as if she was still in grade school.
"uh...yes?", mia asked.
"how about we bury this scandal by faking a relationship with someone popular and well liked. not an a-lister, but someone that the press would be more interested in than a nobody", said the mystery pr intern.
"you know what...that's not half bad."
"wouldn't be the first time you've started dating an hour after breaking up with your previous girlfriend", said mia, dragging charles as if it was a pastime. "geez, thanks. i don't know how i feel about dating someone random just for likes. what do i tell my family?? my friends? i don't think this is a great idea at all", charles said, obviously hesitant to participate in the intern's master plan.
"it's either this or we put you on a strict no dating ban. you pick", mia threatened.
"ooook, looks like we're being extreme. fine. fake dating it is".
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
throughout the next few days, charles' pr team looked for a possible "girlfriend".
yet, they struggled to find someone perfectly suited to the job.
that was until charles jokingly suggested a pilates influencer with a steady 5 million subscribers on YouTube (in hindsight he should have known better than to even jokingly suggest anything to help). a 24-year-old spanish woman who goes by "ynlates" on all social media.
ynlates
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ynlates hey angels 💕 long time no workout so...new video's up on on my channel @ynlates! 30 mins of full-body pilates for all my baddies 🧘‍♀️
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madfit LOVEEE what a good sweat 😅💦
^❤️ by author
fitwithjojo bbg what a bod ❣️ good one!
^❤️ by author
randomuser092 the only workouts i'll do :)
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
and so the ferrari pr team went through all her social media profiles; from looking for a sketchy background to seeing if she had been in any public controversies. after a 2 day long search, yn came up clean.
now it was time for them to contact her.
Cc/Bcc, From: [email protected]
Subject: PR Opportunity
Greetings, Yn Ln. This is Mia, Charles Leclerc's head of PR. If you are unaware, Charles Leclerc is a Scuderia Ferrari Formula One driver and we would be pleased to see the two of you collaborate together on a project. With this project we aim to boost your following and improve Charles' image. We would like to see you in person on 26/1 at Maranello, Italy. If you are interested we will send you plane tickets, book your hotel, and pay all expenses. Sinceretly
Mia (Head of Scuderia Ferrari PR)
and so Ferrari waited. and waited. six days after mia had sent that email, she got a response.
yn was more than happy to. if mia was just 1% more pessimistic, she'd question yn's sanity. but, whatever. she had to get charles out of these murky waters and fast.
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
yn had never been much of a sports fan. her best friend, hannah, on the other hand never stopped yapping about formula one. lando norris this, DRS that. yap yap yap.
so when she got an email from a mia individual she clicked on it and to her suprise it was f1 related. ok, maybe not "here are some race tickets from a mysterious sugar daddy" but it was still about the motorsport. just seemed like a scam, but she still decided to respond by accepting the offer to go to italy out of sheer curiousity.
when the "mia" lady sent her the tickets and all the information she started panicking. "what the hell is this "pr opportunity" and how is it worth a whole ass italy trip?" yet, before she could truly freak the hell out, she called hannah. "han. i think i'm going to meet CHARLES LERCLERC in a week??", she stressed into her phone.
"h- WHAT THE HELL?? CHARLES FRICKING LECLERC??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?", hannah yelled into her ear.
there goes her hearing.
"his pr lady sent me an offer for a collaboration of sorts, i don't know!!! i mean, what can a pilates youtuber have to collaborate with a formula one driver for?"
˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
turns out, a lot.
a whole fake relationship lot.
after a tour of ferrari headquartes in maranello, mia got right down to it in a conference room.
"liking italy so far?", mia asked yn innocently.
"oh, yes. thank you so much by the way! it's all wonderful, i'm not quite sure how i can pay you all back", yn responded, wide-eyed and confused at how this even happened.
"by dating our driver for a few months and helping us clean up his image? haha, just an idea!", mia said, throwing the idea out there as if she was asking for a simple favor.
dating their driver....as in charles?
she hadn't even met the guy.
she must have said that aloud as mia's next words were "we can arrange a meeting tomorrow if you accept our offer".
and so the next day, yn arrived at a little ristorante by the seaside. she wore a casual letterman jacket and jeans to meet her new potential boyfriend. "God, this is so strange", she thought to herself.
"ciao. are you yn?", she heard a male voice ask her as he sat in the chair opposite to hers.
"ciao, yes. yn ln. you're charles, i assume?"
"oui. uh- so my team told you about their offer? what do you think of it?", charles asked her.
"it's certainly an offer. may i ask though, what does a formula one driver gain from being seen dating some youtuber?", yn asked him in return.
"i have sponsors willing to pull out because of this stupid scandal. my team can't afford it and it is not fair of me to not do anything i can to keep the sponsors happy. not after all they have done for me and my career", charles said with all the genuinety a man could have.
now she sees why he's her best friend's favorite driver.
"look, i'm willing to help you out. but, in return i just ask that you protect me from hate. i've seen how badly sportsmen's girlfriends are treated and its unfair to them. can you do that for me?"
"yes, of course. would you like to order?", charles offered.
and so they ate dinner in lighthearted chatter under the moonlight.
then, as charles offered to drive her to her hotel they both heard the unmistakable sound of cameras clicking pictures. "fuck", said charles.
"let's go before they catch your face", charles whispered to her.
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deuxmoi New WAG? Charles Leclerc spotted in Maranello eating dinner with a smiley woman. Looks like someone's getting over their ex quite quickly. Who do you guys think @charles_leclerc 's new girl is? Another friend of an ex's? view comments ⬇️
user1644 already? damn he's faster than the SF25...
charlesfan16 what an invasion of privacy 😬 yikes...
f1fangirl092 "liked by pierregasly" WHAT DO YOU KNOW THAT WE DONT FRENCHIE 😞❌🥖
leclercfanboy09 bet this one won't last the season
randomuser0286 why does she look like @ynlates??
randomynfan09 omg...ur not wrong 😅
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
yn had barely met the guy and already she was the talk of social media. every new story she posted, she got dozens of replies about charles and if they were dating.
at least, she got tons of new eyes on her page.
on charles' side of the equation, he was panicking. he wasn't over his ex and he worried if this was too fast for him to be moving on (though his subconciousness kept reminding him she was his FAKE girlfriend).
yet, charles knew this must have been much scarier for her than for him. after all, he was used to the crazy attention from fans and yn was certainly not. and since a few eagle-eyed fans had put two and two together, he knew she must have been getting DMs about their "relationship" already.
Charles Leclerc
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Bonjour, Yn.
How have you been since the paparazzi pictures?
Hey, Charles. It's been scary but not horrible. Just something to get used to I guess, haha.
I've been meaning to ask you something.
Uh-oh. Already breaking up with me?
Lol, no. 😅
Would you like to come with me the Monaco Grand Prix?
Monaco? As in the crazy rich place?
Monaco as in my home country. It's a big deal for me. It would mean a lot if you came to see me race.
Oh! I see. I could try to move some things around. Could I stay with you?
Yes! I'll send you the details when we get closer to the date.
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
leading up to the race weekend, yn and charles got much closer. they texted, called, and sent each other little gifts. yn sent charles some music sheets she found at a vintage shop while on a brand trip once while charles sent yn a new pilates set from a sponsor brand.
next thing they knew it was the weekend of the monaco grand prix.
yn arrived in monaco shortly before charles' media day duties began. he picked her up at the nice airport and drove her to his apartment in monte carlo.
"oh wow, charles. this is stunning. thanks for letting me stay with you this weekend. i know your probably overwhelmed and have to be laser focused, but you still took the time out of your week to tend to me", she smiled through her words.
"it's nothing, really. thanks for coming and supporting me. you'll have lots of fun at your first grand prix," charles promised her.
and that she did. come friday, yn made her paddock debut.
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kymillman YN LN, CHARLES LECLERC'S NEW LADY?
Today, at the Monaco Grand Prix (evidently also Charles' home race) we have the pleasure of seeing Charles Leclerc's rumored new girlfriend stun the paddock. Yn Ln is a 24-year-old Spanish fitness influencer who Charles was recently photographed with. Would anyone like a video on her?
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annapetra902 very pretty 💕😍
f1fan02834 why is everything about their partner's these days?? so annoying and tabloidy
asmleuxfan0283 LOL she's trying to be alex 😬
overall, she was well recieved by charles' friends and coworkers. yet, how his family reacted to her was what truly interested her. though she wasn't his real girlfriend, something deep inside her heart wanted to be loved by his family.
at the ferrari hospitality, she saw a man around her own age that looked strikingly like a blonder charles. she heard charles call him over to where they were sitting, "thur, c'mere".
"oui. hello. and you are?"
"hi. yn...uh charles'...."
"my girlfriend. thur, meet yn ln. she's a fitness youtuber and we've been together for a few months", charles said, smiling all throughout his reveal.
the shock on arthur's face was evident. "had he not mentioned me at all to his family?", was the only thing yn was able to think at that moment.
then an older lady walked up to charles and snuck in a quick hug, "cha, ça va? (how's it going) qui est ton ami? (who is your friend?)"
"yn, this is my maman (mom). maman, this is my girlfriend- yn ln", charles said introducing the two most important women in his life. well, hypothetically the most important women of his life.
"oh! dear, sorry tor assuming. how are you, dear? cha didn't mention a girlfriend to us, but i'm glad to meet you", his mother said, fumbling over her words a bit.
charles blushed, clearly embarassed. in that moment his engineer called him over and he left yn with his family. he sheepishly smiled and mouthed a "sorry" to her as he was forced to go prepare for the race that starts in just a few hours.
yn herself felt a bit awkward too but decided there was no better time than the present to spread her social butterfly wings. and so during the lead up to the race she got to know charles' mother and younger brother.
she learned his mom, pascale, was a hairdresser in monaco and that she was the kindest soul she could ever meet.
she learned that his younger brother, arthur, was also in motorsport and that he was very much like charles but much snarkier and bolder.
she very quickly got on with the both of them and they told her it would be their pleasure for her to stay with them to watch the race together.
she texted charles, "good luck. you can win this one!! 😌❤️" and put her phone away promptly to go back to their conversation.
honestly, yn didn't know what to expect from the race. she hadn't watched a full race ever, but she does know enough to not make a complete fool of herself. her best friend had quizzed her on basic facts and little tidbits she should know before she left to monaco so she hoped that would come in handy.
yet, she hadn't expected to see her "boyfriend" win his home race. arthur and pascale were overjoyed and she could see charles' pure bliss when he was up at the top step of the podium.
after media duties, she congratuled charles and gave him a hug. maybe not the type of hug that established couples give, but it was a hug that gave her butterflies and charles another reason to smile.
"dinner, mon chéri (my darling)? i can get us in anywhere tonight. you say it, we go there", he said with the biggest grin on his face.
yn hadn't really expected a dinner invitation, instead thinking he would go party with his mates. "really? you wouldn't prefer to be with your friends at a club tonight?"
"pfft. as if. i have the prettiest woman in my monaco on my arm during the best day of my life. why would i spend it without her?", charles said, looking into her eyes like they were oceans he could drown in. the moment was intimate, that much they both knew. their relationship went from one of favors to friendship to...whatever this was. they weren't official but it was obvious to the both of them that they cared for each other so much more than they ever meant to.
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
dinner was marvelous.
if yn wasn't already falling for charles, she certainly was now.
he pulled her chair out for her, ordered her favorite wine (how did he even remember that??), complimented her more times than she could count, but most of all he listened. he would ask her questions about herself that would leave her talking and talking and talking, yet he never once complained or made her feel like she was too much.
it was as if they were actually dating.
as they walked out of the restaurant, arms so close she could feel his jacket on her skin, she said to him, "you know, charles. this is like my ideal date. nice restaurant, good food, and even better company. you really know how to make a girl feel special."
"it's not hard to make an already special person feel their worth", he replied with sincere honesty in his eyes.
"if you keep saying things like that i'll think what we have is actually real", she mumbled, more to herself than to him.
"and what if i wanted us to be real?"
"i wouldn't say no", she said, now looking into his eyes.
"then, yn ln, would you like to be my real, not at all publicity stunt, girlfriend?", charles asked her with the biggest smile on his face.
"don't have to ask me twice. yes, cha, a million times yes", yn replied.
then charles leaned closer and held her face with both hands. he smiled down at her and then kissed her with the most beautiful amount of emotion and passion that yn had ever experienced.
though they may not have been actually dating the past few months, there was no doubt in either of their hearts of where they stood together. they were in love. through all of his bad race days, media speculation, her burnout, and their joint support for the other; they had grown to care for each other in a way neither of them had ever expected.
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
the next day, yn woke up in charles' bed unexpectedly alone. she had been staying with him for the past two weeks, ever since she had arrived to see the grand prix.
then, when she rubbed her eyes to get the sleep out of them charles appeared.
"mon ange, good morning", charles smiled to her.
"good morning, cha. you're quite happy for morning time", she giggled.
"of course. i'm with you, why wouldn't i be?"
"charmer. what are we doing today?"
"well, before we do anything, could you check your phone for me?"
"you're acting suspicious, cha", she said, jokingly side-eyeing him.
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charles_leclerc With my girl ❤️ @ynlates
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ynlates my love 🥹💕
^❤️ by author
charles leclerc mon ange 😘
scuderiaferrari loveliest couple in the paddock ❤️
user1644 they've only been in the paddock once??
scuderiaferrari ok and? point still stands 🙄
pascaleclerc 🤩🤩 un si charmant couple
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"oh, cha. you didn't have to", yn said happily.
"non, i did. now that we are really together, i feel like screaming your name over the rooftops", charles insisted.
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
two months later, it was the summer break and yn and charles had decided to spend it in monaco.
very recently, yn had started spending time with lewis and roscoe at the garage and loved every second of her time with the pup.
every day she would say to charles, "cha, you know you looove roscoe. wouldn't you like one of those?"
just last week he had said, "mon ange, i think YOU want a puppy. but, you know i'm not home often and taking care of it would end up just being your responsibility which i don't want to put that on you."
"charlie, i would be okay with caring for it! i need a friend for when your not around", she begged with puppy dog eyes of her own. they left the conversation there but little did she know that charles' masterplan had just begun.
he got in contact with the local rescue center and visited them on an off day. he hadn't really felt a connection to any of them until he saw a miniature long haired daschund with the name "leo" on the cage.
after signing the papers, he took little leo home to surprise yn.
"baby, close your eyes. you remember how you kept asking about a dog and i said no?"
"yes. sheesh, way to rub salt in a fresh wound, cha", she answered.
"non. open your eyes", he said with a smile on his face.
upon opening her eyes, she instantly fell in love with the pup in front of her.
"charles, oh my God. he's so cute! what's his name?"
"the rescue named him leo but we can change it if you want", he said, happy with her happiness.
"oh, leo leclerc. it's perfect. thank you, thank you, thank you charles!"
"you're welcome mon ange. he's worth the smile on your face", charles grinned.
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lando HES SO CUTE
charles_leclerc proud dog mom 🤩
monacorescue thank you for adopting this doggo!! ❤️🐾
lilyzneimer omgggg hes the cutest 🥹🥹🥹
𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆˚ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆。☆
the season had been...eventful to say the least. charles and yn got together but also ferrari finally got their shit together. when the drivers got back from summer break, the grid quickly realized that ferrari's latest upgrades worked like a wonder and turned their dumpster into a rocket. and as if just he was just waiting for the moment to arrive, charles seized that opportunity and began to build a decent gap in the championship.
now that it was abu dhabi weekend, charles was 15 points ahead of oscar who was valiantly fighting to get ahead.
charles qualified first that weekend and oscar was just .006 seconds behind in second.
he knew he had to give it his all to win to this race and take home the championship.
yn was at the race, too. he wanted to show her that all her support wasn't for nothing. all the nights away from each other and the late days he spent training were worth it.
and that he did. oscar and lando in third had decided that fighting between themselves was more fun than getting the win so he went ahead and built a gap that he couldn't lose.
and once brian told him there was just one lap left, tears built up in his eyes. memories of countless laps in go karts as a kid, sleepless nights where he wanted to just fall asleep instead of go on the sim, and the heartbreak of missing that top step all came to mind.
most of all, yn came to mind. all the support she gave him and the love she showed him was what got him through all the rough times in the past year.
yet, now his moment to shine had come.
brian's voice came up in the radio, "CHARLES, SEI CAMPEONE DEL MUNDO. FERRARI IN CIMA!"
"YESSSS. FERRARI IN CIMA. GRAZIE A TUTTI", charles yelled into his radio in utter bliss.
in the garage, yn was in tears. she had heard charles go on and on about what it would mean to him and his family if he would win a championship. but, to come home with both the constructors and drivers' championship was a dream he hadn't let himself imagine that year.
in parc fermé, charles ran up to yn and she placed a kiss on his helmet. "i knew you could do it, my love. world champion!!!!"
"i couldn't do it without you, mon ange. é tutto grazie a ti", he said with tears as big as his smile in his eyes.
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ynlates 🥹🥹❤️ MY LOVE DID IT. Number One in the world! In red! World class act @charles_leclerc
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charles_leclerc ❤️ could not have done it without you
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scuderia ferrari our champion has never looked so good ❤️🏎️
f1 2025 WDC in red! 🏎️🏎️🏎️
lewishamilton Mighty year, mate. Congrats 🙏🏾
it may have all begun with a pr stunt, but it ended with a relationship that had as much love as it did good publicity.
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☆彡 beyond limits ˳༄꠶
characters: park gyeong seok (player 246), kang dae ho (player 388), hwang in ho (player 001 / the frontman)
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˳༄꠶ summary: them with a black cat / grumpy gf headcannons - purely sfw
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park gyeong seok (player 246)
★ he himself isn’t much of a social person, but he doesn’t shy / avoid interaction with people like you do - after all, he kinda needs to have some sort of social skills with the job he has. but regardless, you both would go well together. most of the times you just live your lives as peacefully as possible, just getting through the day and coming home to eachother
★ even though you’re grumpy and withdrawn from other people, he knows how much you love him even if you don’t speak the words to him so often. he learned that what wasn’t expressed through words was shown through your actions; there’d be times where you’d pack him lunch - even though you know he usually picks something up at the food stands / convenience store - before he heads out to work another shift at the amusement park, or when you’d take the initiative when he was exhausted and you’d buy him random trinkets when you went out alone
★ as mentioned in my other post, his love language is quality time and words of affirmation (quality time is one of your love languages as well, so it makes it all the better). while there are very little people that you like and would give your energy to, with the people you love you get drunk on just spending time with them. there have been times where you’d caught yourself admiring him but when he’d confront you about it, you’d deny the hell out of it. for words of affirmation, with your personality, he tries to maintain boundaries by not coming off as too overbearing with his praises - meaning he tries his best to limit them - but you honestly love it and don’t make an effort to tell him cause you like to watch him cutely struggle
★ he knows you don’t like interacting with the other parents and their kids when you go to pick up his daughter, but it’s sometimes hard to avoid them when his daughter is such a social person. she’d take your hand - when there’d be a parent meeting or some other gathering where all the parents would be together - and take you to some of her friends so you could all play together. he would just watch with a tiny smile - seeing how even though you were uncomfortable, you held through it just to make na-yeon happy
★ you can act like you don’t want his touch / affection but the times where you pull him back into your embrace or stop him from getting up in the morning with your tired whine ultimately contradicts that. your act sometimes breaks, and you’ll constantly ask him why he has to do such a thing when he has you and why he’s leaving you
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“but i don’t want you to go.” your eyebrows were flat against your face as you tiredly wiped the sleepiness away. his side of the bed cold and empty as you watched him rummage through the closet for an outfit to wear to work.
he abandoned the task momentarily with an affectionate sigh, his steps softly echoing against the floorboards as he made his way to your side. knowing him, he was probably going to try to explain that he wasn’t leaving you but that it was expected of him to go to work. but you weren’t having it with the lecture so once he was inches away from you, you wasted no time in getting him within your grip just so you could pull him down, his head resting on your chest (although the position was a bit awkward as you couldn’t fully pull him back into the ruffled sheets)
“why do you have to go to work anyways? you already have a muse right here in your bed.”
kang dae ho (player 388)
★ you and him were polar opposites; he was a golden retriever bathed in sunlight while you were a black cat that worshiped the moon. it’s so cute to see though. before you’d officially gotten together he’d admired and crushed on you from afar, wishing so badly that you had a positive opinion of him
★ he likes it when you style his hair for him, it gives him more time to just watch the subtle changes in your expression as you battle the task
★ since he’s such a social person i would say he has a fine circle of friends. he sometimes tries to urge you to join him when he’s invited to go out and pouts when you brush him off. he understands that you’re not really welcoming to those you didn’t know but he just wants you there with him you know? you don’t have to talk or do anything with anyone, he just wants to hold your hand while he does
★ he orders for you at restaurants. once you’d picked what you wanted all you had to do was tell him and he got that covered
★ when you’re overwhelmed and overstimulated, you’re prone to snapping, and let’s just say he doesn’t like when it happens. while you’re quiet most of the time and mind your own business, if you get irritated you can easily sharpen your words to daggers; which usually ends up with someone hurt. if it’s him, when you’d realized how you acted towards him you felt immense guilt; it’s even more painful because he forgives you so easily. you definitely make it up to him with extra cuddles and kisses - anything to see that beautiful smile back on his face
hwang in ho (player 001 / the frontman)
★ you could say that his personality is mutation of your own. he remains a sense of professionalism as he works as the frontman and doesn’t make any meaningless connections. to him, there were not many people on the island that he really had to adjust his personality for - but he could if the situation really called for it (like when he entered the games) - so it’s just you and him being the embodiment of grumpy x grumpy
★ your relationship would be pretty calm as well. besides the chaos he creates in the games, he’s not one for unnecessary drama and stress within his close relationships. he has other priorities and views it as a distraction, so he tries his best to figure out / compromise when problems arise
★ with him, as he is a busy man, i feel like you’d be the clingy one in the relationship - but you don’t show it and try your best to hide it. if he gets the hint of how needy you are for him though, he wouldn’t give in so easily. he wants you to speak on what you want; for you to become vulnerable with him so he can witness your face becoming red
★ when it’s a calm and easy day, you two would usually spend it in bed reading. i can just carefully picture you in his quarters resting in the crook of his arm reading - or not - while the glass panes get coated with the clear drops of rain
★ he knows that you don’t like people or interacting with them, so he makes your life pretty easy by creating strict rules for the guards - what they could and couldn’t do regarding you. while he’s protective, he knows you can take care of yourself so there’s no guards following you around monitoring / assisting you with everything you do. he doesn’t really trust the guards anyways; he picked him off of the streets just as he’d done with the players and with the shit he orders them to do, he doesn’t really know their moral standpoints on everything, so maybe it’s a good thing that they aren’t around you that much
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the end! i hope you enjoyed <3!
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